What happened to the Author
It was during intense suffering that amazing and eternal joy came to me, and by practicing The Alchemy of Love and Joy™, you don’t need to suffer again.
My father suffered severe depression, and shot himself. There was intense suffering, his, our families’, and mine. It was my promise to him that this “would not be for nothing.”
That was six or seven years ago. What I found last April was far beyond what I could have imagined.
It was like I backed myself into a corner. I loved someone more than my “self,” (truly, I loved love more than my “self”), and I refused to blame anyone or anything outside of myself for the pain and suffering I was feeling. Feeling deep anguish, cruelly judged, abandoned, misled, unloved, immense loss, and without human dignity, I also came to the end. I did not want to suffer any more. It was no longer an option.
So I went inside, deep inside. And I experienced a radical switch from intense suffering to amazing joy that was so dramatic I burst-out laughing. At first I did not believe it, yet there it was; then I did not think it would stay, yet here it is. Not only did I find the relief from suffering that I sought, but I found how to give myself whatever I wanted, whenever I wanted it. My thoughts gave me pleasure, and I became joyful, peaceful, and self-fulfilling. Life became shiny and new again, and I fell in love with simply being alive. My senses came alive like I have never known. At times just breathing gives me pleasure…
And being self-fulfilling, I became able to give the unconditional love that I wanted to give, simply because there are no more conditions.
It seems I just can’t suffer any more. Even the idea becomes more and more amusing. If discomfort even begins to arise, I simply do the practice. This happened during the spring of 2009, the practice came to me in words May 25th (you can read the story about how in the book, to be launched in the fall of 2011), and I am still integrating all the amazing changes. You can be privy to many of them through “Joyful Musings” on this blog.
After The Alchemy of Love and Joy™ came to me and I began to consciously seek joy more and more continuously, some of the most amazing experiences and feelings began to arise. My wish is that you experience the joy and bliss—beyond your past experience—that awaits you.
You can end suffering and begin to awaken joy beyond belief right now. Download three free chapters in an e-book. You will also learn more about my experience, new understandings, and insights.
It can be challenging to find words for what we have not known before, and to find people to share with. You are invited to share your experiences with The Alchemy of Love and Joy™ with me personally and directly by posting on most pages on this site. I will read all and answer as many as I can.
Please let me know if we can use your comments on the website and in other materials or books to help end suffering and awaken joy everywhere.
Peace, eternal love, and joy,