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Next Top Spiritual Author Contest 2017 Update: My book on the Alchemy of Love and Joy won the Next Top Spiritual Author Contest in 2010, but I turned the prize down. It was just a bad deal for this work, and I needed a bigger platform to get a better deal. So I went back to work helping people end their stress and pain. Great things are happening to bring this work to the masses in other ways. Subscribe to my updates in the top right corner to keep connected. Alchemy wins first phase of book contest Thank-you for voting! Out of 2,500+ books and authors, “The Alchemy of Love and Joy” has advanced to the second round of the …

Cindy and Mooji Speak the Unspeakable

The Laughter of Speaking the Unspeakable with Mooji What fun! April 25th, 2010, on a live webcast, I got in as the last caller to speak with Mooji… [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RH1XiPju1iU[/youtube] Mooji teaches “self-inquiry,” which was the additional practice I added just before the direct seeing of self in the woods this past winter. The use of his words cut through the false sense of “I” strongly grabbed me, turning me inward. (More on that in “Speaking the Unspeakable” in this newsletter.) In the video, I tell Mooji about that understanding, and the experience of the laughter and crying with joy and gratitude, and our attempt to speak the Unspeakable was funny. Thank-you Mooji! After further inquiry some weeks later, even the …

My Favourite Videos

My Favourite Videos “Everybody Loves Raymond” illustrates how no-one knows why we are here on earth, with humour. (Refer to the chapter “Survey says?!” in “The Alchemy of Love and Joy”. [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gZjbBuqaT4s&feature=related[/youtube] Find out who you are now [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S06tpkfKYEQ&feature=subtivity[/youtube] What is the evidence of  “You”? [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AFYHlTV-FS8&NR=1[/youtube] Stay as I am [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BBcWBKzFb1E&feature=related[/youtube] Before knowledge [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GJqM8XRIFsw&NR=1[/youtube] Papaji answers “Can you show me God?” [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iqOwPteS_Xg[/youtube] Detonator for the ego [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-rfl-uwrmgo&feature=related[/youtube] Surrender [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lDFXYCvTguE[/youtube] Absolute Watchfulness [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lri0TAOyXRg&feature=related[/youtube] Were you born? [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IhD51Zi-DUM&feature=related[/youtube] Forget about enlightenment [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0pS_wPeDxDQ&feature=related[/youtube] You are the Holy Spirit [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WhwJGTOI8k0&feature=related[/youtube] Amazing Grace [youtube]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5I5unCsE8mE&feature=player_embedded#![/youtube]

Today is not the day that Dad died

Today is the seven-year anniversary of my Father’s rebirth into spirit. Notice how much less a “charge” there is, how much less suffering there is, how much more truth and presence there is in the statement of the anniversary. Today is not the day that Dad died. That day was a long time ago, and that day, that experience, has nothing to do with this day, this experience. This day is not that day, and we do not have to try to “reincarnate” that day now. If I had not been reminded, it would not have been top in my consciousness and may have passed unobserved. That is not a suppression or avoidance of any kind. It is a simply …

My silence has broken

My silence has broken The moment that I fell to my knees in the woods crying with intense love, joy, and laughter is not one that I thought I could ever explain or share. I still don’t. That “direct seeing” happened January 30th (2010). I’ve been quietly absent for a month, contemplating what to do with something I had never experienced before, and had no reference point for which to understand it myself, never mind to share it. It is ineffable. Unspeakable. Yet, a few months ago when considering the things that were coming to me, a thought “I can’t share that.” was immediately countered by “Don’t hold back!” Indeed, I have not held back since being gifted with joy …