Awakening: “Fear arises, because I don’t know who I’ll be”

Once again, I had the same thought, and here’s what dawned on me…

“And the thing, the other thing about this (I remember being on a cliff like that too). It was like, I can’t let go of who I am because… “I don’t know what I’ll…” you know, “I don’t know. I’ll be,” is they thought, right? I can’t let go of who I am, even whatever I think I am, because I don’t know what I’ll be, but it dawned on me that you are already what you are, right now. It’s not going to change. And I came to this point of, okay, well then since I already am, what I am, I got to find out what it is because, you know, even if it’s a three-headed lizard, I’ve got to know the truth. So while the work and the pain and relationships and whatnot can bring us to the work, at some point, when this is out of our way,

it’s not consuming our attention and interest, because we’ve dealt with these things, then the truth will start to burn more and more.”

Until next time, keep it real.

Cindy

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  1. I think I am more afraid of never finding out who I am or what I am. Ever since I can remember I have asked myself the question, ” who and what am I? ” I have been searching for the answer to that question my entire life. I am afraid that I will leave this earthly plane never realizing my full potential. Without realizing what I am, who I am and how I fit into the whole of it all how is my being at all justified?

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      It is important that this question arise, but if it arises only while dreaming, you will get dream answers that are false, and there’s risk of suffering this dreaming with ideas of your being being unjustified. So practice awake awareness first, then inquire into the Truth. Cindy

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