Awakening: “It will take too long, it’s too much work.”

And…”I’m lazy.” I once had these thoughts, and I did the math. Here’s what I found.

Yeah. I had the same thought, you know, I did the math. I read, heard somewhere. It takes like 10,000 hours to master something. And I went “10,000 thousand hours. That’s not so much,” when I did the math, when I was 43. And I was like, sheeesh, I’m going to have to go and live in a mountain. I’m going to have to leave my life.

I’m going to have to do zzzblahhzzzz. I was like, no, no, no, this can’t be. Here’s my authority. This can’t be… humanity cannot depend upon 10,000 hours. I dismissed it. Your authority is the key. So I keep pointing it out to people. Your authority is how you got in this mess. Your authority is how you have to get out of it.

Self-realization is SELF-realization, not other realization, not someone giving it to you. So we do need to take responsibility. You like control. Why don’t you take it? Here’s the one place you can. Okay? If you tell yourself it’s going to take 10,000 hours, you’re right. If you don’t, you say you’ve had enough, you want this done and over, like I did, because that did come before this event, I told you about, then your time will be shorter. This is up to you. This is not up to happenstance. This is why “you can’t do anything” is such bullshit.

Until next time, keep it real.

Cindy