My Journey…
While this may seem off-topic, those suffering debilitating pain may find value in my experience the past 3 years, both physically and mental-emotionally.
I have now vastly improved, with remaining symptoms being mostly and usually just irritating, comparatively. (See 2023 update below).
I’m going to try to give practical advice and a time-line of events of what happened and what I learned.
These are mostly from posts I made in the Tarlov Society of Canada facebook group.
(This is NOT medical advice, do not take it to be such. It’s an accounting of my journey through back and perineal pain.)
Six crucial learnings are…
1) Imaging is not diagnosis, and may be meaningless to symptoms
That things found in imaging like MRIs does not mean they are the cause of the pain.
There are people in serious pain with nothing found in images, and there are people who’s images are riddled with things, who have no pain.
So don’t go exclusively by the images and don’t think a tarlov cyst is a diagnosis you can’t do anything about.
Mysofasical and trigger points are abundant in the body, and these can cause very severe pain.
So don’t despair, and don’t get stuck on one “thing” in your imaging or direction of investigation.
Doctors call this “tunnelling” and need to be wary of it themselves when investigating.
2) Keep Investigating
No matter how bad the pain, or how long you’ve had it, you can find relief and improvement if you keep going.
Keep researching, and most importantly, keep doing actual, real experiements on the body to test how it responds.
This is important because not only is science and medicine changing daily, so is your body!
Your doctor doesn’t spend enough time with you, nor on your problem, so be your own advocate.
3) Keep Moving
Keep moving, no matter what. I caused the secondary and worst part of my problems by not moving, by staying in bed.
While the pain was so severe I thought I couldn’t move, or that I shouldn’t move, but that wasn’t true for me.
If xrays and MRI’s show none of the issues doctors tell you not to move for, then move!
Even if its just walking every day.
My turn-around began when I started walking, working up to hours a day walking. It was painful, but it was crucial.
It took a lot of time to get me into this situation, it’s taking a long time to get out.
But there are rapid improvements possible. And then you may “plataeau” for a while.
Keep a log.
You will adapt to a “new normal” of pain and not realize you are still improving.
Remembering how bad it used to be helps you realize you are improving, and keeps you moving, so keep a log.
4) Don’t abuse treatments
It’s possible to do too much of a good thing. Don’t use too much heat too long, it can cause serious problems.
Don’t use too many or too much of “natural” remedies, if they can help, they can hurt. Including Serrapeptase and Nattokinase.
5) Keep going back to your doctor
Work with your doctor. Let them know what you’ve been trying, how things are changing, and what you’ve learned.
6) Learn to stay out of your mind
I had this advantage going into this ordeal, because it’s what I helped people with before my back “blew up.”
You must protect your mental health to best support your physical health.
Constantly thinking, driving the mind forward, stressing, not only negatively affects the body, it limits our intelligence and creativity in resolving the physical problem.
Pain is subjective. It’s an experience science does not at all understand very well. You have much “wiggle room” and power here.
It may sound crazy, but you can be in pain AND be happy, feel love, and be at peace. And to me, that reduces the physical experience and duration of pain.
I will be continuing to tweak this post, and will add more later, as well as a current (2023) update.
Hope it helps someone. Peace, happiness, and health to you.
Cindy
PS–Much of this is from my regular postings in the Tarlov Cyst facebook support group, so its a detailed account.
But first, Mar 2023 – Question from a person with pain and Tarlov Cysts
“Hi Cindy, thanks a lot for your messages. I was unable to answer sooner because I was in extreme pain and literally couldn’t do anything. I will try to walk every day. I will also do the mckenzie exercises but i’m a bit afraid it will make the cysts bigger or something else.. Is this a real fear? I know the exercise is mainly for herniated disc, but they did help you despite your cysts?”
Cindy – Nobody knows what makes the cysts appear, if they can or can’t be made smaller, or even if they are the primary or single cause the pain, or if they are secondary, and something else is primary, making them cause the pain, or if they are just symptoms of another problem causing the pain.
I do not know if my cysts have grown or shrunk, but my pain has diminished and is continuing to so far, since I began moving and doing therapy.
“Motion is lotion” is truth.
It was when I was not moving, muscles triggered and locked up that it was terrible.
The only way to know what is real for your body is to experiment with it and see how it responds.
But a beginner does not know the McKenzie method well enough to know how much and how far to push in the process, so they need a coach at first.
I would absolutely combine it with trigger point therapy.
There may be multiple issues in spinal dysfunction, all making each one worse, so treat them all simultaneously.
I feel that McKenzie Method exercises are good for everyone (they are similar to but not the same as yoga), even those without cysts and without back pain, to prevent problems.
It maintains mobility and flexibility in a day and age when everyone is bent forward using devices.
Of course there are some conditions for which you should NOT use the method.
Get medical advice on that first.
REPLY:
those cysts are indeed a vague thing. I think I have the most pain in my pelvis.
I’m going to do the Mckenzie exercises, because they are accessible. if it doesn’t help then it won’t hurt … is it possible to recognize the triggerpoint yourself?
you are much further than me when it comes to recognizing your pain..
sometimes I only have a lot of pain on the right side, but it does not seem to me to be the site of the cyst.
I think it also depends a lot on my attitude. I have only visited so many physiotherapists that I had grown tired of it. I think I will have to look for another physiotherapist who can also do dry needling.
CINDY:
I had the most pain in the pelvis (that is where it was the worst at first, but then noticed all over the back up to the neck), the butt was as if gripped in a painful vice….
Doing pelvic floor therapy was huge for that. I used therapy balls on the hard floor for hours, wathing movies. Exceeingly painful, but exceedingly releasing within 12 hours.
The fact that your pain changes is a telling sign!
Yes, I think I go into great descriptive detail on trigger point release in the blog article (below).
I certainly recognized them (trigger points) and so can you. That was beneficial at the therapists, I could point them out.
You must become familiar with tiny ones, and bigger masses, and spasmed tight muscles.
You’ll see in my blog that the pain moved around. Was first worst on the left in the sacrum, then the right.
Yes, do dry needling at the physio, and tons, hours, or ball therapy, nerve flossing, and spinal mobilization yourself at home. Never stop it.
Get and read and use the McKenzie books… on back and neck. AND get a physio who specializes in it, see one at least once, they will teach you how to do this right and then you can do it on your own.
Another Question: “Has anyone told you that the cysts can calm down?
“Has anyone told you that the cysts can calm down? I wish someone told me that, the surgeon said they don’t. But for me there has been many flare ups in many yrare and then back to normal. But this time its really challenging and different. But I hope I will find ways “
The question is, what does “calm down“ mean? Does it mean they get smaller? Or what is it they are doing or not doing? We have to separate the cysts from the pain… they are not equivalent, they are not the same thing.
The doctors all say that the cysts never get smaller. But I’ve never seen any research that tracked the cysts and their growth development or any activity or change.
The theory is that the ones with necks or valves, will only grow bigger.
I quit being concerned about the cysts, and became concerned about the muscles and tendons and restrictions and the sensations and the lumps and bumps… and physiotherapy experiments and how my body responded.
Nobody really knows what’s going on because it is very complex.
I just keep trying different things and do more of what works.
Sometimes I cycle back and do something that didn’t work before because Ta-Da! Maybe now it does somehow today.
Perhaps it wasn’t ready before, maybe something else needed to happen, or release first.
Yesterday I looked at my MRI again because my neck healing had plateaued for a few weeks.
And I didn’t remember how many cysts there were or how big they were and especially I was interested in the spur— I knew there was one there somewhere.
After doing that and reading about the multiple cysts in the thoracic and cervical spine, as well as the spurs, I noticed that in reality, there is still mild improvement going on.
Recently this week I began laying on a foam roller vertically along the spine, dropping my arms and relaxing, opening… for 10-30 min at a time — and it is now making a difference.
This is how I know work on my iPhone laying on my back–never standing up looking down.
And I think that one day in the not too far future, that we will have technology that can make images of soft tissue, and pinpoint where trigger points are dysfunctioning.
Today I also remember, years ago before these two painful years, having the same restriction in the neck when I turned my head right. And that it completely disappeared after about 2-3 weeks of hot yoga.
March 2020
Covid hits Italy, and I open a support group there, doubling my work and cutting out my exercise and movement.
A slowly growing hip/back gets worse, then a shoulder issue starts and becomes a worse back issue. During yoga it become even worse, and I quit moving, mostly laying in bed to eat, work, and sleep.
By summer, it’s not improved. Covid has hit Canada and I can’t get to see a doctor.
An eventual telephone call leads to multiple referrals to many specialists, none of which I can see immediately, and for whom it takes months to just have a phone call with.
Pain is constant. I can’t sit, or stand, or walk without severe pain, deep aching, and sometimes sharp stabs and electric spikes.
My doctor prescribed a muscle relaxant which did not stop the pain. I did not want to take pain killers, I wanted to fix the problem.
My chiropractor, who has always been so helpful, has retired and I can’t find a comparable replacement,
By fall, the problem is worse and I start looking around for alternative therapies.
March 25 2021
I get a sacral MRI and the Tarlov Cysts are seen.I join the Tarlov Cyst Canadian facebook support group.
Please welcome Cindy Teevens to our group. We are happy you have found us but sad you had the need to find us. Please read through our information and ask any questions you may have.
March 25 2021
March 25 2021
Treatment of 213 Patients with Symptomatic Tarlov Cysts by CT-Guided Percutaneous Injection of Fibrin Sealant
March 26 2021
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I am questioning if what I have is Tarlov, and comparing symptoms
Mar 27 2021
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This is an excellent source of info! …
March 31 2021
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(I did not want to take any drugs, and after reading about this one, forgot about it.
I have not taken any drugs (including pain relievers) after my doctor tried me on a prescription muscle relaxant, which did nothing.
Apr 3 2021
Apr 28 2021
May 15 2021
This is a yoga/workout for the sacrum. I found it to be really good, and sacrum safe (it was severe yoga hip stretches that made my issue get really bad, last year). She’s very knowledgeable on hip and sacrum. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGFZDfKRJZg
I was SHOCKED by the severity of symptoms that muscle problems can cause. When it’s really bad it’s easy to think that it must be nerve.
Well it is, but it can be muscles cramping down on nerves, and not an original nerve problem itself.
The body, especially the sacrum is extremely complicated and we need to do everything we can experimenting on our own bodies with what can be done.
It’s a infinitely more than we believe. Don’t give up! Just keep moving forward. 🤗
May 15 2021
May 15 2021
MEMBER: What is reverse kegal? & I’m waiting on the yoga name.
Cindy: Kegal is the tightening of the muscles, a pull upwards. Reverse is a relaxing, and dropping downwards.
The first physio said I need to do Kegels, they just didn’t know better that with this condition its the opposite.
My pelvic floor muscles were in a constant state of contraction/spasm. I didn’t know it! It had become normal, until I began working on dropping, and first felt the drop!
It was like WOW! So then I used mindfulness to drop over and over, until I am mostly dropped rather than tight.
I used to find them tight a lot, now not so much. Things “down there” are nice and loose haha.
Click > What are reverse kegels
Reverse Kegels Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YMLytmxNcZs
Ultimate Cheat Sheet for Reverse Kegels:
https://flo.health/menstrual-cycle/lifestyle/fitness-and-exercise/reverse-kegel?fbclid=IwAR1PGC4XIVMFD1iPYoVNqiQzIN9lbIU2TiZFkdv3D3F15MD_oGiWHyRAyxU
The yoga is Viniyoga… here’s a couple links I watched, but you can search for more… https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KjJ4CWFq8-Y
Group Support
Thank you for all the positive ideas. I’ve started moving again, too. really gentle at the moment. my symptoms change so much, but I’m trying to move with it and only stop if it hurts more. Can I ask, how do you know if something is inflamed? or is that just what the pain is?
Cindy: if there’s pain, you can guarantee there’s inflammation. They are a package deal. Pain may be caused because a nerve is pressed, or a bone out of alignment, or muscles spasming, or pulling or being pulled… and all of that will come with inflammation.
May 21 2021
Group Support
MEMBER: Thank you for an insight into your journey… I’m going to give this some serious consideration as what is there to lose but plenty to gain? 🙏🏻❤️
CINDY: exactly! Had I thought “it’s the cyst” (and only the cyst), I would not be in the near pain-free state I am! What a relief! And I still don’t know how much, if any of it, has anything to do with the cyst! I will keep going with my therapies to find out! Yesterday I learned my local neurologist appointment is Sept 15. Lots of time for more experiments, therapies and discoveries. We don’t have to wait around, with things maybe getting worse! In fact, waiting around, being inactive will make things worse. All the best 🌸
MEMBER: thank you … I’m so lazy when I feel awful I become even more stagnant which worries me … 🥴😢
Cindy: yes it’s a trap you can’t fall into, because not moving makes everything g worse, and it makes recovery take longer. I quit moving because I thought it was good or I didn’t want to make things worse. Well that was the worse thing I could do! Keep moving, do whatever you can 🤗
May 22 2021
UPDATE: What’s left for me now is some tingling “rawness” on the left side of the sacrum and left buttock (little sensitivity in the perineum), along with constipation, tightness/limitation in the QL muscle (and maybe the Psoas, which the chiro is treating)–all seem to make slow daily progress.
I’m still wearing the SI belt, but starting to wean off it. I’ve learned that when pelvic floor dysfunction sets in, the pelvic muscles can cause constipation. And biofeedback and retrain these muscles and bowels. Found this article today… https://aboutgimotility.org/…/pelvic-floor-dyssynergia/
May 28 2021
More Tarlov Cysts discovered
June 8 2021
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Note: I noticed lots of bruises on my body so discontinued the serrapeptase and Nattokinase for now, and the bruises are healing. One shouldn’t be on them really long term.
I would try one treatment, use it until pain relief plateaued, then move onto another.
July 7 2021
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July 18 2021
MAJOR UPDATE: I accidentally discovered that laying on my stomach and arching my back, my butt upward, the butt and sacral pain dissolved right before my eyes… it moved upward toward the spine, in true McKenzie method style!
It has now nearly centralized on my spine, with slight left lean. Yesterday I also remembered that I had noticed months ago that didn’t have any natural lordosis (curve of the lower spine) … my lower spine was flat.
This will cause pain, and the more severe, the more pain and problems. Even perineal problems. If I don’t support a curve or if I flex the spine forward it makes the pain worse. True to McKenzie.
Mostly now, the pain is not in the sacrum any more. It’s in the lumbar/sacral area. So I am looking at treating it as hypolordosis.
July 25 2021
July 26 2021
UPDATE – get this, my doctor didn’t tell me that two slightly bulging discs were on my MRI. She told me about the Tarlov cysts though, which is really weird for doctors. I suppose maybe she actually thinks there might be something to the cyst—but the laying on my stomach and arching the back indicates the bulging discs are being helped, and that is helping the pain!
Always read your own MRI results!
It also showed some lesion on the liver which is assumed to be harmless but recommended for ultrasound follow up — something else my doctor did not mention. So I’m continuing with the McKenzie treatment but also went back to more trigger point therapy on the buttocks and hip especially the left to see if that is pulling everything out of alignment.
Experiment so that you can learn things and don’t be afraid of going back to things you’ve already tried because what didn’t work once maybe couldn’t work until something else was dealt with —and may now work!
Aug 22 2021
Aug 15 2021
I am researching surgical options for Tarlov Cysts
Aug 15 2021
Aug 16 2021
I found a diagnosis that finally seemed to fit, that was not Tarlov Cyst; Maigne’s syndrome
Aug 22 2021
UPDATE: Once the pain started to ease in the sacrum my attention went to the flank pain that has been there all along and to the knowing all along that something was not right higher up the spine. Now I’m being assessed by a chiropractor for issues around T12-L1. I’ll get her opinion this Tuesday and a treatment plan.
DID YOU KNOW? That a problem that causes no pain at all at L1 can cause all the pain one experiences in the sacrum? And the hip. And the buttocks. And the genitals. And the flank. And cause bowel and bladder problems. And sciatica.
But it has several other names too including Posterior Ramus Syndrome and TLJ Syndrome.
Intensive work with a chiropractor for one month, multiple times a week.
Trying alternative treatments (supplements)
Investigating drugs
In case anyone is wondering… “Ketorolac, sold under the brand name Toradol among others, is a nonsteroidal anti-inflammatory drug used to treat pain. Specifically it is recommended for moderate to severe pain. Recommended duration of treatment is less than six days.
Encouraging Tarvlo Cyst Group Members
Great work! Yes, keep looking, keep digging, and sometimes coming back around where we’ve already been, having learned more, or seen changes.
MEMBER: I’ve read the posts you’ve put on here – very interesting. Particularly looking at symptoms perhaps being unrelated to the cysts as it’s good to look at all options.
Before deciding on whether to opt for surgery on the cysts (surgery has it’s risks and there’s no guarantee of improvement), get tests to rule in/out conclusively that the cysts are the cause.
Before deciding on whether to opt for surgery on the cysts (very reluctant as no guarantees on results), I had a pelvic ultrasound and pelvic MRI… no conclusive results that the cysts are the cause.
CINDY: Thanks for sharing. I can only say… look everywhere at everything! Many things can cause this. Also check the pudendal nerve. Because cysts are on the “correct area”—but so are these other things!
“The obturator fascia forms a canal called Alcock’s canal, which encloses the pudendal vessels and the pudendal nerve, and cross the obturator internus muscle. However, the pudendal nerve can sometimes get trapped in the obturator fascia, leading to many types of pelvic issues such as Neuralgia or severe pelvic pain.” SO…
I did buttocks release with a hard ball and found about about this muscle because part of my butt was in excruciating pain while on the ball. The relief was immediate and got better the next days. Am still doing more therapy but am much not comfortable down below 😉.
Great exercise that really helped me!
Clinical application of the right sidelying respiratory left adductor pull back exercise.
More tarlov cysts are found
Sep 1 2021
I found more brutal (trigger point) spots in the lower butt, and did some ball therapy there yesterday and today, and the anal swelling and perineum symptoms vanished. It turns out my painful point is the obturator internus muscle, and guess what?…
The PUDENDAL nerve can get trapped or pressed due to that, causing bowel and perineum pain and symptoms! They have been 100% relieved, but I still have an issue higher up the spine, causing left flank pain.
And in discovering this muscle and it’s relationship to the pudendal, I discovered another condition of the spine which seems to be a matching part of all this… will post the link to it below.
Still wondering if the Tarlov Cysts were the cause of the bowel issues
Sep 3 2021
Sep 7 2021
Cindy: My symptoms are very mild now. Nothing like they used to be. There’s still something “wrong” with the sacrum/lower back/T12L1, that I can’t quite pinpoint, but will keep working on it.
MEMBER: I was looking at some of your posts today and I found them very inspiring!
I had to go to an appointment today with a walker for the first time and have a friend drive me. I want more for my life so I will do everything in my power to get to a better place. My goal is to walk with ease again!!!
Cindy: yayyy bravo! There’s so much we can do, generally, and I say do all we can, improve as much as we can. Because, you never know unless you try.
SEP 12 2021
Cindy: very welcome! Go for it, I hope it works for you. Dr Murphy says that for 80% of the people who come to him the cyst is not the problem. It’s something else.
And believe me after this journey I’ve found so many things that can directly cause the same symptoms, and perhaps one even aggravates the other.
Like an onion we must peel it apart, except sometimes I found it useful to revisit an old therapy, which while maybe it couldn’t work then can now.
Like this one. (I actually wish I had never left it and worked it until all glute muscles were released and relaxed. And then exercises to active the again because they shrivel and weaken and that causes a whole host of related problems and symptoms too. After this I’m onto the hamstrings because they can cause lower back pain too! All the best ).
Trigger Point Home Physiotherapy videos
I have sometimes held on a painful point for two minutes (I do use a timer)
You can also use a tennis ball:
GRID Ball: How to Release Tight Glutes with 5-inch Massage Ball
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=25M2XOfkuGE
30 min Therapy Ball Tension Release for Glutes & Quads
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mia7cNSTYv8
MEMBER: Thank you for sharing this website.
Do you happen to have any resource on what you are doing with the hard therapy ball? Do you lie on it, or sit on it or am I out to lunch 😉 ?
Cindy: yes I do, I sit on it, and roll around on it, and when I find an excruciating place, believe it or not I stay on it… breathe through it, melting the muscles into it.
And after that I roll around it, gently stretching and massaging the area with a massage gun, increasing circulation to clear it out and that combination was excellent.
Every day I find a different spot or more to work on. There should be no pain rolling on a ball. Will find something for you some link.
In research, was starting to cross-reference some other symptoms with Tarlov, to dig deeper
Sep 13 2021
I discover what body position gives me some relief from what I was thinking was Tarlov Cyst pain
Sep 13 2021
Sept 14 2021
Oct 7 2021
Tarlov Group Support
MEMBER: Great that you’re getting some results now👍 You must be so relieved. I’m pretty much in my bed always now because I can’t put weight on my hip/ leg😔
Cindy: wow, so sorry to hear this. And I want to say take heart!
Because I spent most of 2020 in bed, and there was a time the thought “I guess this is my new life (of pain)—but that wasn’t true and was just a thought. (And I didn’t give up so that it became true).
Keep looking for real relief. Keep experimenting with your body, push and pull in places that you don’t think hurt (where you think there’s no problem), try different positions, even if momentary, to see what happens.
Keep coming back to what gives you even a little relief, and above all—keep moving!!!
If you don’t, things just get worse. Keep moving in whatever way you can, even in little ways, and keep trying to do just a little bit more.
“Motion is lotion” they say, and it is true.
Every morning I used to gently wiggle around in bed, “flossing” the nerves and muscles.
Sideways, up and down, curled over.
And then I walked, as slowly as needed, as much as I could though it hurt, and as long as I could. I think that’s where things started to turn around. Use crutches, or some support.
Do whatever it takes to move because this was my biggest error—not moving 😕.
It was excruciating, but I got the most relief from rolling on a therapy ball on my butt. First the right side. Then found out the left needed it. Then my upper left leg. It was hard, but worth it.
May you find relief and forward healing swiftly.
MEMBER: Thank you 🙏 I appreciate you taking the time to share all of that. May you continue to heal and feel stronger every day💖
Oct 23 2021
UPDATE… I had a nerve conduction test and the doctor said my pain is not coming from the spinal nerves (not directly I guess), not coming from s1 or s2… and not the cyst. It continues to gradually improve with physio esp focused on my inflexible left hip.
MEMBER: when you say “inflexible left hip” I wonder if you’re like me and have a connective tissue disorders? I had my right hip dislocated for years and when they found that it fixed about 60% of my constant pain.
For me they said the hip and pelvis had locked together because the ligaments were too weak to hold the joint in place. Since then when my hip “goes out” I go see my chiropractor and she puts it back in within minutes.
I’ve had to retrain the muscles and use a SI belt, plus baclofen to stop the spasms that were causing the dislocation.
There’s a lot of systems that can play a role in our pain.
Not everything is because of a Tarlov cyst. I just wish it was easier to tell if our problems are cyst related or because of other issues.
Cindy: thanks for all this, I will look into it. I recently had a nerve conduction test, and though they said my pain was not coming from the spine nor the cyst. S1 and S2 were working okay.
Is that the whole story? Maybe not. These things are complicated, as you say.
Next I am onto our city university pelvic pain clinic.
It may be that my spine is out of alignment, which may be producing the cyst.
Nov 15 2021
Nov 16 2021
MEMBER: I do a lot of ball rolling and find that, in combo with physio and stretching, it can lower my pain. It doesn’t take it away altogether though, and will slowly return if I don’t keep up with the routine
Cindy: have you looked into TLJ syndrome? As long as the spine is not fully mobilized there will be pain, which will cause muscle contraction, which will cause triggerpoints, which will cause spinal demobilization. It’s a vicious circle to break through the pain problem pattern. And if we are looking in the wrong area will never get to it. I’m hoping to get a diagnostic ultrasound guided nerve block in the TLJ. If this is it as suspected, then it may also be finally therapeutic.
Home Therapy Exercises for TLJ
Rehabilitative Principles in the Management of Thoracolumbar Syndrome
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC5731837/
Thoracic Region Self-Mobilization
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC3325630/
Thoracic Mobilization with Tennis Balls
I may try this too… https://pubmed.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/29706691/
You may find a painful spot, but keep looking around to find a really hot spot, the origin to all the pain around it. Used bodyweight to sustain pressure in a relaxed way, opening, breathing, and relaxing, even though this is very painful. The release is sometimes quite immediately noticed, and that discovery makes one realize how this works, how important it is, and knowing lasting relief ensues emboldens one to do more of this. After holding and releasing a hotspot, massage and gentle stretching and mobilize the area to clear it and smooth and soothe it. Use heat before, and even after.
When you find a hotspot you just be still and keep the pressure on it, breathing through it, opening and relaxing the muscles in the area. Using imagery of chocolate melting can help. First you may only be able to take the pressure of a big wide ball (in areas like the thigh and buttocks), but after that you can use a smaller ball to go deeper and get more pressure for full release. (It’s short term pain, but pretty immediate and long term release from pain.)
What I’ve learned about back and pelvic pain is that something as simple as muscle trigger points can be excruciatingly painful, and damaging to the spine.
And I’ve learned to use a therapy ball or tennis ball to discover where these points are, because these points themselves don’t hurt until you press on them.
And to compare how the opposite body party pressed in the same area feels—thereby you can without doubt discover them.
Holding them down for anywhere from 30 seconds to 3-5 minutes, even though the are painfully “hot” releases them and solves things.
And there can be many of these in one site or in multiple sites on the same limb or muscle and you work each one much like peeling an onion, until you can put pressure without pain.
There are certain body parts that correlate to pain in the pelvis and lower back. The glutes the butt, down to the hamstring, the inner thigh and the outer thigh are all generally productive areas to explore.
Oct 30 2021
Nerve conduction test, pelvic/abdomincal ultrasound
Oct 30 2021
Nov 12 2021
Nov 14 2021
Nov 30 2021
Tarlov and other cysts on imaging
Support group member question: I maybe read this in your past posts but do you have sacrum TC’s?
Cindy: Yes. 2.1cm on S2, and two smaller ones on S1.
and they’ve found cysts in my liver and kidney… And had two removed from a breast… while these are different… it’s a cysty body, so its possible I may have more elsewhere. The way I am seeing things is not in absolutes or black and whites. We don’t know which came first, pain from cyst or cyst due to other problem/pain… (chicken/egg)… and then at some point it’s all just a big mess LOL. But I do know there’s LOTS we can do to help with problems caused by cysts or resulting in cysts….
…and I had a nerve conduction test, where the specialist doctor concluded that “the problem is not coming from my spine, including the cysts.” Ie he found that my nerve roots from S1 and S1 are functioning normally.
Mar 2022
I started walking outdoors. Even in deep snow. It was hard work, but the pain was “worse,” so the snow didn’t matter haha.
Did a challenge with my sister and my app tracked that I walked more than I ever walked in my life in one month.
Got a treadmill and walk even more hours indoors even while working, because all I could do was walk with pain. (Standing was worse.)
My foot which had previous bunion and foot reconstruction started to severely hurt, and stopped my walking.
Second toe became inflamed, swollen and with boney bumps…it wouldn’t straighten, began curving downward: hammer toe
I massaged and stretched it, a few weeks, but to no avail.
I got orthotics, which also raised my leg 1/8 an inch, for whatever that was worth. No immediate change, but I still mostly wear them.
Realized my big toe has become ineffective, atrophied (weakened, useless), and my second toe was doing all the work.
So I began therapy on the big toe, exercising it, bending it, gripping with it, and both toes began to recover.
At one point foot and leg cramps were getting real bad. I’d had them most my life, on and off, but magnesium supplements I used to take managed them.
I’d gone back on the magnesium for constipation, in higher dose than ever before, but my cramps were still getting worse.
June 30 2022
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Jan 2023
While my symtpoms are still in most of the areas they have been in for the most part, I categorize them more as pain irritating rather than pain. That makes me think the thoraco-lumbar issue has been a major culprit all along, and there’s still some work to do.
Feb 11 2023
I missed my dry needling appointment this week, and my neck/traps, which is now the bigger pain than the sacrum/perineum, had gotten worse this week.
It reminded me of a neck problem back from 2010 after whiplash from being hit from behind in a car, and the phyisotherapy I did back then, so I quite the current exercises and started doing the same McKenzie ones that gave me neck relief back then… and I got immediate relief around the neck!…
Pain above caused pain “down under!”
…AND THEN a couple days later, the sacrum/perineum had sudden relief ahhhhhh for the first time in two years+, the problem is receding, getting milder, and centralizing, moved up out of the perineum, and back up the spine just like McKenzie said. Amazing!
Amazing that a problem higher up was causing a problem so much further away, lower down. Or at least contributing to it. This truly has been like peeling an onion.
Don’t get tunnel vision focusing on one thing. Keep experiementing, keep peeling, and keep in mind old injuries.
I just re-ordered two books I thought I was done with (and gave away to others who had pain): Treat Your Own Neck and Treat Your Own Back, by physiotherapist Robin McKenzie. Excellent books.
Could this possibly become fully healed?
About a week ago I had the thought, for the first time, that it’s possible it could all go away and my back could feel better than it has since I was 20.
The problem in the neck was worse on the right, more pain and restriction there, so I used all the exercises in the McKenzie book (read it to understand that).
Since I still have some lumbar symptoms I’ve also returned to McKenzie exercises for the back and it seems to benefit it further, though response had plateaued before.
Feb 19 2023
What’s left is neck restriction and a “fuzzy“ nerve irritation feeling, mostly in my neck, the base of my head (on the right side), a little less pronounced down into the thoracolumbar area.
There is also pressure down into the perineum, like a nerve is being cut off; similar the pressure and pins and tingles from sitting on your foot too long.
The problem in the neck are of restriction now, not so much pain. There is clicking and popping. The muscles and fascia feel stuck, as if glued together. Moving is kind of like rubbing Velcro together.
My therapy includes “flossing,” nerves and muscles, moving them back and forth and massaging them. I used to focus like that on the sacrum, then the thoracolumbar area, now mostly the neck.
While the issue recedes up to the neck, the rest of the symptoms are still there lower in the body, but they are weakening, while gradually moving up the spine.
Such flossing movement causes clicks and pops in various locations far away from the neck, even down into the sacrum at times!
I had professional trigger point massage on the back and neck for the first time, but it really didn’t do anything.
I think physiotherapy is much more effective.
My assessment of the issues
While I do have one leg slightly shorter than the other (after being hit by a car at age 8 and being in a cast for 6 months), I had
- much more severe functional shortness caused by complete distortion of the skeletal system,
- a twisted out of place pelvis/SI joint,
- muscle weakness from the pelvis to the neck,
- triggerpoints from the inner thighs, buttocks, through the pelvic floor,
- and all along the spine to the back of the head and jaw.
The left side of my body was dropping down and twisting left as the right side was hiking up and twisting right.
Basically my spine was collapsing and twisting from top to bottom, and the trigger points were almost the only thing left holding it all together.
This is what can come from not moving, laying in bed too much for too long.
The greatest benefit came from intensive trigger point therapy (ball pressure and especially dry needling), Pilates, and the McKenzie method.
Second in place were benefits from the left AIC therapy, especially important early on.
These therapies woke up my muscles, strengthened them, pulled things and push things back into position to allow healing to happen.
Caution against narrowing your search
There were so many dysfunctions, that had I thought there was only one issue, I’d still be in pain looking for it!
The body is whole, with this bone context to that bone, and one thing affects another.
I realized this early on and wished to find a professional who knew it all and could asses it all and come up with a wholistic plan.
I never found that person.
I don’t know if they exist, as yet.
For the most part when it comes to mechanical body pain, we have many divided specialists who only know some thing about their one particular area of expertise.
So the owner of the body, the one who knows the most about it intimately, must be the one to not get frustrated, but to keep an open mind, and keep experimenting with the body, and most of all, keep moving forward.
And keep moving, because motion is lotion.
My maintenance plan will be yoga for life and Pilates
My Muse on Tarlov Cysts
Could it be that Tarlov Cysts are the body’s way of coping, or just what happens, when the spine is twisted out of position by trigger points, imbalances, muscle spasms, and weak muscles?
Each on of those, including the cysts, aggravating the others, making the whole thing worse?
Hmmm looking very plausible now.
Muscle trigger points are normal and natural in the body, but they can get aggravated into shortening the muscle, presumably the muscle trying to hold things in place, but get stuck and frozen there.
Perhaps cysts are something similar.
I’d love an MRI to check on and compare the state of my cysts now.
To see if they changed, to know if they were the cause of the severe pain, or a symptom themselves of other issues.
I’ll keep my eyes peeled for research studies.
Gratitude
I am ever so grateful for the precise expertise of Eli at First Step physio therapy in Ottawa.